Hey guys !
I wanted to talk to you about self confidence as an artist. It's been almost 3 years now that I began to draw (started in december 2009) and I have to say that I really improved a lot since then. I've always like drawing, when I was a child I already liked it, but I never really put myself in it because everyone was like "eww it's crap" and my parents didn't care. I'm the sort of people who lacks self confidence in everuthing I do. When the time of choosing university came I still thought it wasn't worth to try an art school, or that kind of stuff, because I considered myself really bad and thought I had no chances to succeed. I think it's the biggest mistake of my life. I've always regretted that choice. Few years have passed before I start ed to believe in myself. In september 2009 I decided to take online webmastering and webdesigning classes. And it was the best decision of my life. I loved it and you know what? I saw it was REALLY EASY for me! I saw that I wasn't as bad as I thought. So in december I told myself "Why not have a try in drawing?" and I had a try...and loved it. Of course at first it was not good but I kept working hard, I bought my first tablet and the things became easier and easier. I didn't take any classes, I learn by watching other people arts, by watching the world around me with new eyes, by the youtube videos of speedpainting, tutorials, etc...
I participated to few contests, and never won anything, until recently. I've been choosen in the 50 semis finalists for the "Draw this again" contest on deviantArt, proof that I really improved. I won the "Upgrade your space" contest (it's not really an art contest but it really feels good to win). So now I'm beginning to be more self confident about my art.
So if you're new at drawing, or stuck, or if you think about giving up...please don't. Believe in yourselves, you're all worth it. And even for another subject. If it's what you love, then just do it, work hard for what you want and one day you'll succeed, no matter what people are saying.
Cheers everyone! And now go drawing! FAST